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An Auto Ethnographic Analysis of Self as Manager Leslie Christopher Burke January 2013 Page | 1 Acknowledgements: Dr Joe Nason as Course Tutor and Dissertation Supervisor University of Lincoln and strong support. "…No matter how carefully we plan in advance, research is designed in the course of its execution. The finished monograph is the result of hundreds of decisions, large and small, made while the research is underway" (Becker in Gill and Johnson (1991) p.145). This sums up the guide to dissertations that Joe produced and which is the structural basis for this work. I also acknowledge that it was a chance meeting with Joe in the village he lives in that planted the seed that led to the Masters, causing me to understand that the only barrier to success is oneself. Joe was recommended many years earlier as such a guide by Dr Fred Dobson whose 1998 course appears in the text as another defining moment. Joe’s academic writings and lectures also proved to be a huge resource of guidance and his direct support a reservoir of friendship. Dr David Currie as Course Tutor. University of Lincoln, Guide and producer of academic literature David was also a strong and forceful catalyst in challenging preconceived notions in groups each week and particularly on the residential schools over the three years of the course. Mr Edward McGuiness, Teacher (retired) St John Almond School, Garston, Liverpool. Mr McGuiness has continued to encourage me for over 40 years to continually seek and understand knowledge and use it Page | 2 for the general good. To him I owe the knowledge that the most important things in life are often not on the curriculum. Mr Paul Taylor MBA. Paul was the first employer in over 40 years of working life who both saw and enabled an academic dream I was hardly aware of. Without his support I would never have completed the certificate course or grown to be an effective manager. Cllr Mrs Sue Burke who constantly supported the dream that became a reality. Page | 3 Abstract This work is an auto ethnographic study which is a new form of expression for me which I have found challenging but immensely rewarding as a medium of expression. It surprised me to learn that there is a great popularity for this approach and in my research of this field I encountered, leading this approach, Carolyn Ellis. The work has been carried out in about the last six months of 2012 using my own home office and University of Lincoln facilities. This work has been approached chronologically; looking at my origins and how this has influenced me and then my working life and issues that have impacted within and outside that process. Throughout I am reflecting the learning experience of three academic years with the MBA although in real time this was a period of nearly six years and so included lots of self-learning and reflection outside the structured course. I also experienced a period when the MBA course was being designed and participated in a year of first lectures at the then new University of Lincolnshire and Humberside that later became the University of Lincoln. Crucially the past is being interpreted using the tools acquired during the MBA course and debates occur about the scope and extent of the issues to be included. I look through both my lens and also I am informed by the lens of thinkers I encounter on this journey, many are academics drawn from the Page | 4 reading lists of the past three years but others have occurred through conversations with tutors and other fellow travellers on the course or in the other worlds that I live in. I am using myself as a manager throughout in constructing the narrative. Emerging themes are ones of conflict against harmony and the use of power in politics sometimes, in the case of my time in Northern Ireland via religion. Emerging conclusions indicate that issues, positive and negative, I face as a manager and as a general community leader can be traced back to past events and did not simply occur in their own right. Page | 5 Contents page Contents Acknowledgements:...................................................................................................................................... 2 Contents page ............................................................................................................................................... 6 List of Tables and Figures .............................................................................................................................. 7 Introduction: Setting the Scene and Aims .................................................................................................... 8 Methodology........................................................................................................................................... 12 Chronological Journey towards The MBA and Management Knowledge .................................................. 16 Chapter 1: Childhood and Family Background ........................................................................................... 16 Books as Education and Escape - a brake against dehumanisation........................................................ 17 The Historic Environment ....................................................................................................................... 21 Chapter 2: Early Education.......................................................................................................................... 27 Chapter 3: Fine Fare Stores First Job .......................................................................................................... 31 Figure 1: Sweeny’s Generic Strategies ................................................................................................ 34 The Royal Air Force ................................................................................................................................. 34 Chapter 4: RAF Initial Training and Background ........................................................................................ 34 Chapter 5: RAF Northern Ireland Three Month Tour.................................................................................. 39 Figure 2: Northern Ireland Census 2011 Religion ............................................................................... 40 Figure 3: Adapted Child to Church Adult ............................................................................................ 41 Chapter 6: RAF Northern Ireland Two Year Tour ........................................................................................ 45 Figure 4 Impact by Premiership of Irish Issues ................................................................................... 51 Figure 5: The Radical Weberian view of interests, conflict and power .............................................. 55 Chapter 7: RAF and the Middle East ........................................................................................................... 57 Chapter 8: RAF UK Period ........................................................................................................................... 61 Chapter 9: Stamford, Managing Politics and Engineering .......................................................................... 65 Figure 6: Team Learning in the context of a wider approach ............................................................. 69 Chapter 10 Lincoln: Managing a European Union Role .............................................................................. 70 Chapter 11: Lincoln: Managing Youth Services and Red Cross Services ..................................................... 76 Chapter 14: Conclusions ............................................................................................................................. 80 Bibliography ................................................................................................................................................ 82 Page | 6 List of Tables and Figures Figure 1 Sweeny’s Generic Strategies Page 34 Figure 2 N. Ireland Census Page 40 Figure 3 Adapted Child to Church Adult diagram Page 41 Figure 4 Impact by Premiership of Irish Issues Page 51 Figure 5 The Radical Weberian view Page 55 Figure 6 Team Learning Page 69 Page | 7 Introduction: Setting the Scene and Aims My primary aims in writing this paper are: To understand how my individual history has influenced my management style. To reflect on the learning that has occurred via the MBA and its impact on my management approach. To learn lessons from the past to apply to the present. This section is about how I decided the extent, scope and breadth of this paper – what aspects of the last sixty years of life and the forty or so years of work it should properly encompass. I consider the literary, academic underpinning that I have accessed and the range of writers involved even though where there is not a direct quote but more a sense of an idea, as occurred with Peddler. “Waking The Tiger” by Peter Levine is an example where I find inspiration and awareness through a consideration of the healing nature of trauma. This occurs here and elsewhere. In order to manage others it is necessary to understand self. For me this approach is a key one enabling me to learn and develop by understanding how the impact of the MBA learning process has altered my approach as a manager. What effect on me has occurred when I have encountered people like Peddler, Saunders, Slack, along with Conners and Smith who talk about the Oz Principle. Manger, Morgan and Schein, and of course Wickham, all of whom influenced for me MBA course issues and my working life. This all leads however to more “outside the box” people like Freire, Berne and Levine with his Waking the Tiger and Barnes with his Flaubert’s Parrot more of which later. Personal explorations then arose Page | 8 with Orwell, Buffett, Branson, Getty and Rockefeller. For indicative thinking via fiction and biography I was assisted by reading Momo by Michael Ende and Stephen Fry’s Moab is my Washpot. At least ten other major figures of this kind occurred throughout the MBA course and have had varying levels of influence on my thinking. I have often felt held back by some “force” and one of the many gains of the MBA has been to throw some light on this phenomenon. A clue for me lies in the discussion of trauma in Waking the Tiger: Healing Trauma - The Innate Capacity to Transform Overwhelming Experiences (Levine et al, 1997 p32), “Unresolved trauma can keep us excessively cautious and inhibited, or lead us around in ever tightening circles of dangerous re-enactment, victimization, and unwise exposure to danger.” One of the issues to address is about the ways I have worked as a manager before and after the MBA. I feel the work by Levine has an intrinsic message for me. I ask myself whether such broad influences implied here go beyond the world of work. I wonder then about the influence of family upbringing and culture. Another very serious influence on this work has been that of Carolyn Ellis and I have used her definition described earlier of auto ethnography to guide me in the form and depth of what is both a story and academic work, (Ellis, 2004, Pxvii Preface). This leads me to the question: Should I confine this paper to my career? Would that imply that only work and its influences and consequences have an impact on my approach to being a manager and not background, family, upbringing and external beliefs? Both Berne and Fichte have something to say about how wide the perspective of human interaction is. Berne (Berne, 1964, P14-15) argues that, “As the complexities of compromise increase, each person becomes more and more individual in his quest for recognition, and it is these differentia which lend variety to social intercourse and which determines the Page | 9 individual’s destiny”. This implies a considerable interplay over a lifetime of many different impacts and relationships both in and out of the world of work, in and out of childhood and adulthood. Fichte (Burrell et al, 1979, P280 -281) however wants the world understood in terms of the “projection of individual consciousness”. Husserl, and then Sartre from a phenomenological perspective then see “the individual as trapped within the mode of existence which he creates”. Ontologically then our consciousness is projected onto the external world by acts of “intentionality” so creating that world. I am tempted however by Hegel where consciousness is “subservient to an external pattern of universal reason which reflects the existence of a universal force or spirit above and beyond the individual. I am tempted by such a philosophy because my culture growing up in a strongly Catholic community is apposite to this expression of belief. Here then lies both the advantage of taking on board the whole corpus of experience, bringing family, faith, community and other “outside of work” issues but also the danger of elevating aspects of it such as faith out of proportion to the whole. In fact a better approach might be the more neutral one expressed in a lifeboat shortly after the sinking ship has stranded the crew with the chaplain in charge. “Reverend, should we row away from the rocks or pray?” said the crew. “Pray” replied the chaplain “as if God existed but row as if he didn’t”. Finally, the great danger here is to follow fascinating but irrelevant strands and lose the cohesion that this paper needs to fulfil its purpose. The development of my home town prior to my birth is relevant to my development but this is not an analysis of the Irish diaspora or the political and religious conflicts of post WW1 Liverpool, the interwar years when Moseley’s Blackshirts fought local mainstream political parties for control. I have had to confine myself to the effects of that environment as I encountered it. This encounter was mainly through a rich family oral history and the differences between individuals such as my mother, uncles and stepfather. Into this mix comes the views of teachers, priests and the Page | 10 books that I have read. Because faith and politics have played a huge part in my life along with an awareness and fascination with history all of these subjects have informed my journey over the last fifty odd years. Events before my time have impacted strongly like the First and Second World Wars. That said I have tried to confine this paper to the most relevant phenomenon possible and tried to balance views to enable a management perspective. Page | 11 Methodology This section is about the tools I will use in the course of this paper. I indicate this when considering Freire’s use of “dialogue” and “the word” in reflection and action. So I am using his approach to arrive at a view that explains why I have failed to act for example as a manager, perhaps to better understand when I should have taken a reflective approach. These tools and other academic sources of thought will enable me to study interactions and relationships to gradually challenge my and other people's thinking and actions both as a person and manager of people. My approach has been to consider the influences that have occurred and affected me during the MBA three years of action, study and work and relate this to my career and early influences. I use this approach to define shortcomings, things that have I believe held back my development and ways that I feel that I have progressed; for example, Freire expresses a primary issue that concerned sometimes my inability to turn thought into action in an original way. He says that “As we attempt to analyse dialogue as a human phenomenon, we discover something which is the essence of dialogue itself: ”the word”(p68). He goes on to describe “the word” as two constituent parts “reflection and action”. I take this to mean that we need to reflect before acting, increasing a qualitative process and making it more effective. Prior to the MBA my approach as a manager or leader was sometimes action-based, without reflection and sometimes reflective but without that transformation into action. Perhaps even more importantly there was not the underpinning of management theory that is so important when managing people, processes or systems. This emerged as a reflective thought during the early days of my appointment as a service manager with the youth charity Rainer. In a conversation during one of my first Page | 12 one-to-one meetings with the Executive Manager he wondered how I arrived at “safe” decisions. He was an MBA student himself at that time. An array of influences of a fairly unreconstructed kind influenced my thinking. Most of my recent management experience had been in the third sector which seemed to sit perfectly with the influences of the powerful Roman Catholic Council known colloquially as Vatican II. The relevance of Vatican II at this stage in my development is that it was one of several influences on my management style that brought some important underpinnings of logic and historic development however this lacked any academic rigor or learning that related to management. I read widely during my RAF career about Church philosophy and that brought me into contact with pre Vatican II theological academics such as Hillarie Belloc, GK Chesterton and Arnold Lune. This in any case was in conflict with the more conservative influences of a traditional Irish Catholic upbringing and a twelve year career in the Royal air Force followed by twelve years in an engineering industry environment. Alongside this process was an interest in community development, for example, in that era I helped to create a citizens advice bureau. I also acted for several years as a volunteer trade union education officer arranging weekend courses and became active in the Catholic Justice and Peace Movement and the Labour Party. During this period I encountered Bishop John Jukes with whom I collaborated in a joint Church/Trade Union Committee that sought to influence the then Thatcher Governments social policies. He successfully held dialogue with the Prime Minister and members of her Cabinet including the then Norman St John-Stevas putting Trade Union views that she might otherwise not have listened to. I later deduced that this also enabled him to support the political interests of the Catholic Church in Britain. Thinking through the motives behind apparently altruistic approaches by organizations or individuals is Page | 13 something that I would now tend to do but I was trusting of his approach as a result of a level of hegemonic conditioning. We later clashed during one of the Eucharistic Conferences of the 1980’s because I had begun to develop a view that the Church was in denial regarding issues like celibacy and the ordination of women priests. Bishop Jukes contended that the capitalist system although flawed was not in its own right immoral and nor should we be opposed to capital and wealth creation as a system per se. He was later to argue this in the 1990’s as an eschatological reality, that the accumulation of wealth is OK however he goes on to discuss that it is the use to which that wealth is put that becomes the issue, (Jukes et al, 1993, P30). I have mentioned the hegemonic conditioning, as I see it, which caused me to trust, not only Bishop Jukes but also a pre Vatican Catholic world which exerted a strong control on me through most of the 1970’s. Even as I evolved into supporting the post Vatican II Church I still feel that levels of control occurred. Nietzsche sums this up here: “Every concept originates through our equating what is unequal. No leaf ever wholly equals another, and the concept ‘leaf’; is formed through an arbitrary abstraction from these individual differences, through forgetting the distinctions; What, then, is truth? A mobile army of metaphors, metonyms, and anthropomorphisms – in short, a sum of human relations, which have been enhanced, transposed, and embellished poetically and rhetorically, and which after long use seem firm, canonical, and obligatory to a people: truths are illusions about which one has forgotten that this is what they are; metaphors which are worn out …” (Femia, 1987, P46). It was during four years working with the EU that I first encountered the then new University of Lincolnshire (now University of Lincoln) for an initial management course with Dr Fred Dobson. This was a pilot for the MBA. While I had started to understand the elements that can influence us as managers the course gave some indication that I could become a more effective manager by understanding myself Page | 14 more and how this management of people and events really works. For example, I was also dealing with the reality of working with the EU social model which essentially meant seeking to reduce inequalities in Lincolnshire around issues like housing. The early course persuaded me of the need to analyse this model and see if I was engaging all of the agencies that might help to make it work. While I did not complete the course, five years later I did begin the MBA and successfully completed the certificate and then Diploma stage which began to give me some of the tools that I needed as I progressed towards a more senior management role. The significant turning point that convinced me to begin and complete the MBA course was an encounter with Dr Jo Nason where we discussed how academia and reality must become one to be effective. Learning had to be accompanied by action and universities must not simply be “sausage machines” that produce automatons. It was at this point that I began to see the need to gain some of the tools and academic underpinning that I needed to be a more effective manager. In fact this process and learning/action experience enabled me to perform more effectively in a variety of ways and to re-evaluate many aspects of my life. I use these changes in my approach as well to look at how I have evolved not only over the years since meeting Dr Nason but also I looking back over the 40 years that preceded this in the light of this experience to learn new lessons. This methodological approach would only work however if I exercised considerable control in order to minimize extraneous information that would be irrelevant to an effective academic paper. This has proved a major challenge. Equally the format and auto ethnographic approach has caused me to evaluate many half-forgotten aspects of my life which came as a surprise. I would join with Stephen Fry’s choice of opening quote for his first biography: “To live is to war with trolls in heart and soul. To write is to sit in judgment on oneself - Ibsen” (Fry, 1997, frontpiece). Page | 15 Chronological Journey towards The MBA and Management Knowledge Chapter 1: Childhood and Family Background I grew up in the post war period spanning the 1950’s and 60’s in a Catholic Irish tradition in a Liverpool which had largely settled its sectarian differences. There is a considerably body of literature involving the City’s conflicts in the 1920’s and 30’s between different political and religious traditions which later informed my understanding of the community that I came from however my main purpose is not to provide analysis here on that subject or write a history of my native City. Although my father was an English Anglican who converted to Rome his early death before my birth meant that I was brought up almost entirely in my mother’s more Irish tradition. Alongside my mother’s grief over my father’s early death (he was 26) I grew up sensing a loss, an absence of something everybody else seemed to have. I now see that throughout my life I have sought older company as part of the need for surrogate fathers. My first surrogate father was my Grandfather who was born in Ireland in 1882. He was a Victorian and was influenced strongly by that period of history. I was subject to and invited to participate from an early age in discussions about the political nature of the City by my Grandfather’s nephew, Jimmy Brind, along with exciting stories about conflict, for example between the Black shirts and the other parties, often violent in their outcome from the recent past. He was initially a strong Communist who supported the trade unions. I was also tutored in my Irish background and believed I was Irish and called Murray (my Grandfather’s name) for some time until primary school. An important issue that influenced my future development was a sense of rebellion in the people around me. While my Grandfather was a small “c” conservative who believed that his countries “rebellion” against the Crown was a mistake he accepted the traditional nationalist view in the end that Page | 16 Ireland, like America, had the right to be independent. He believed the change had to occur because “England” had misgoverned there. There was conflict between those who supported Michael Collins, a pragmatist who had negotiated with the British Government to obtain independence for the majority of the country of Ireland and Éamon de Valera who insisted on having Ulster too and failed in that objective. Years later I would be stationed in Northern Ireland and come into conflict with Uncle Jimmy as a result, also I would see the consequences of “partition” as it came to be called. I think that this was the first time I encountered people describing countries as if they were people. The general Liverpool community from a more English point of view felt that Parliament and Westminster were remote and often got it wrong where Liverpool was concerned. My mother was pro English, anti the local Catholic establishment but wary of the Police and authority, she overcame this to become a nurse, the first professional in her family. Books as Education and Escape - a brake against dehumanisation “Outside of a dog, a book is man's best friend. Inside of a dog it's too dark to read”. So said Groucho Marx US comedian with the Marx Brothers (1890 - 1977). A hugely important early development for me was the discovery of books and reading at about the age of four. My mother was an avid reader and despite a poor education had a large but sometimes unreliable knowledge gleaned from books. She was determined that I should read as early as possible and this project was aided by the fact that we had a library at the end of the road. It seemed almost an immediate process and I was at the age of 5 off in no time consuming all of the children’s literature in the small library. By the age of eight I was using the district library and was reading biographies written with young teenagers in mind. As I went from primary to secondary school I began to read the adult books in my mother’s library. This was an unconscious but effective way of retaining individuality and not being absorbed into a street culture that Page | 17 had no books. The new phenomenon of television was reflected in most homes by this point and to my mother’s disappointment this was a world with fewer books in homes. Books gave me a world where I could resist dehumanisation but then reality intruded. I failed the 11 plus having a poor grasp of math’s (I latter really welcomed the age of calculators) and I found this a shock to the system. I also discovered that poor eyesight had also contributed to this huge failure and I had to start wearing glasses. I believed that I had failed and could have done better with more application. I was therefore challenged and dehumanised in Freire’s terms by this process of early selection. I then went to a Catholic Secondary school which I seriously enjoyed. It was a brilliant opportunity to meet the teaching staff and some students who could converse on a range of exciting things that I wanted to know about. My first school time job was at Garston indoor market and a main “employer” was the second hand books man. He was very interested in politics, as was I and he began to feed me books such as the Stars Look Down by AJ Cronin. Now a young teenager I began to appreciate thanks to AJ Cronin that novels could be as important as biographies and the history books I had now gravitated towards. The Stars Look Down, I discovered, by its description of the appalling conditions in Britain’s Mines had led to the Mines Act and the nationalization of the coal mines. He also wrote “The Citadel”. This book shook me by describing doctors’ practices as business operations in Harley Street where wealthy and initially fit clients where exploited and treated for bogus illnesses and unnecessary operations. My experience of Page | 18 doctors was that of my local surgery operated by a kindly couple of elderly doctors who had encouraged my mother to become a nurse. The book was a contributory factor in the work that helped create the NHS. This led me to read JB Priestley and a host of other authors whose fiction contained political or moral messages. Now a whole world opened up but it was not confined to politics and religion. This was not without its problems. A teacher at secondary school, Mr Edward McGuiness discovered in my desk a book by the novelist Dennis Wheatley on black magic. When he asked me about having such a book at a Catholic school I was able to respond by saying that Wheatley reflected Catholic teaching in opposing black magic. To my surprise he accepted the argument subject to reading the book as research after I had finished it. Mr McGuiness was particularly influential in indicating that most people could go further academically if they wanted to hard enough. He was one of a number of outstanding people operating in a system that did not expect working class people to do too well outside of trade work if they had not passed the 11 plus exam. If the rule of life was dehumanisation as a norm then Edward McGuiness was the exception to the rule and I think consciously so. He taught outside the curriculum areas like the twenty-four hour clock and other ways of using the train service. Just as the eleven plus was a challenge which seemed a disaster in reality the new environment was actually a gain. Books then became my university, pleasure and source of friendship in tougher and lonelier times ahead. My first serious essay set for me by English Teacher Tom Kelly was to seek a piece of work that spoke of my most important discovery. I responded with an article on the joys of a second hand book shop that I had discovered behind Lewis’s department store in Liverpool City Centre. It had been there since before the War as had many of the books stocked. I was able to talk about this book shop as a font Page | 19 of knowledge that I could afford to access with staff who had the time to talk about their treasures. I no longer have a copy of the essay but many years later came across something similar and considerably more advanced in the book Eighty-Four Charing Cross Road which also became one of my favourite films. This true account tells of a New York writer’s correspondence with a London Bookshop during and after the War as she orders books and falls in love with them and their “curators”. She reminded me of a conversation that I had regarding a critique that had fallen below par and the book shop did not want to order it for me. “What kind of Pepy’s diary do you call this? This is not a Pepy’s diary, this is some busybody editor’s miserable collection of excerpts from Pepy’s diary, may he rot. I could just spit”, (Hanff, 1980, P27). This passion for decent books became my passion and I found this joy among the staff of my book shop too and with Tom Kelly himself a serious reader of serious books. He and my stepfather taught me that although books could be great fun and a passport to strange and exotic new worlds they were also a crucial access to knowledge. He never read fiction but only biographies, his favourite which has been passed to me after his recent death was the story of Joshua Slocum. Reading it now I came across an entry that summed up an important aspect of my stepfather, Leslie Curtis: “As for myself, the wonderful sea charmed me from the first. At the age of eight I had already been afloat along with other boys on the bay, with chances greatly in favour of being drowned.” My Uncle Les was swimming as soon as he was allowed in to the local baths and there is a photograph of him as a tiny figure holding a huge swimming cup surrounded by much taller and older young men. He taught me to swim and also to have a deep respect and fear for the dangers of the sea. He would love to quote from Slocum: “The next step toward the goal of happiness found me before the mast in a full-rigged ship bound on a foreign voyage. Page | 20 Thus I came "over the bows," and not in through the cabin windows, to the command of a ship” (Slocum, 1900, P9). Books are still a great friend although they can now be on a Kindle where I can carry large numbers in my pocket. The Historic Environment Politics and nationalism apart the Victorian heritage, although criticised during the 50’s and 60’s as a grim architectural and stifling moral inheritance, was very much present and made, over my life, a considerable contribution and influence to my way of thinking. Many local buildings in use were Victorian and older local people around me like Mr Hughes who I ran messages for and befriended could remember that era. Mr Hughes’ house, which his mother had decorated, was still a tribute to that first age of photography and late Victorian decorating and furniture in a “new” house built in the 1930’s. This caused me to be interested in the Victorians in a passing kind of way but when I began to discover how much of our “modern” successes such as power generation and photography along with art we owed to them I began to admire their achievements. An early and important activity for me as a young teenager was to explore the Walker Art Gallery and having visited again recently I can see how its huge collection of Victorian Art would re-enforce this environment. They appeared very strongly again when, after service in the RAF, I became involved in engineering encountering the work of Isambard Kingdom Brunel among others and realising that their inventions were very much still in use. I even discovered during the 1980’s news of an engine in India still in use that had been built in the Stamford town factory I had worked in the 1880’s. Later still they became a link back to those people, now gone, such as my Grandfather and Mr Hughes and a time of apparent national greatness. This may explain the Page | 21 rehabilitation of the Victorians by my generation. Jeremy Paxman describes the feeling in his childhood in a similar fashion adding “they shrouded the legs of pianos in case the turn of a piece of wood might trigger lascivious thoughts” (Paxman, 2009, p6). Paxman goes on in his book to praise the Victorians and express the view that their demise in popular respect in his childhood was due in his opinion to jealousy that they had done a better job than the generation running things in the 1950’s and 60’s. The whole period of my childhood and adolescence was pervaded by the aftermath of the Second World War. The physical environment was one of bomb sites in many local streets where the Luftwaffe had either deliberately bombed the civilian population or missed strategic targets like the Docks or Gas Works hitting nearby houses instead. A bomb had fallen on the Gas Works but had failed to explode giving the Bomb Disposal Unit led by Temporary Lieutenant Harold Newgass time to defuse it. This is still widely reported today locally. (http://www.liverpooldailypost.co.uk/liverpool-news/regional- news/2010/12/01/garston-gas-works-bomb-hero-remembered-70-years-on-92534-27746841/ Liverpool Daily Post accessed December 2012). Although my own mother and stepfather were evacuee’s my father was a sailor and had been torpedoed. My Grandfather worked on the docks throughout the War and most of the adults that I encountered had a story to tell from their war. Even more interestingly, one of my contacts, an “old” man I befriended and ran messages for had been a sailor at the Battle of Jutland during the First War, this was John Hughes mentioned earlier. My “Step Uncles” had served as soldiers during the invasion of Germany and then as occupiers and my first camera was a Zeiss Icon with a bellows design exchanged with a German Officer by my Uncle for cartons of cigarettes. A health difference in that period was the lack of general awareness that cigarettes were dangerous. Later when my mother became a nurse she warned against smoking but did not stop herself dying as a result of lung Page | 22 cancer at a comparatively young age. I can remember older doctors still smoking during a consultation well into the 1970’s. A significant issue that emerged again and again was the sense that the community had been for a long period under real threat of invasion and such was the reluctant reverence for Winston Churchill as the “saviour” of Britain that I have studied him over my lifetime in some depth. People’s admiration for Churchill was reluctant because Liverpool tended to be Labour and Churchill’s Conservative past was not appreciated always. While in the early 50’s and 60’s there was a sense of relief that Britain had survived this was replaced by apprehension regarding the Soviet threat. I think that some sense of this insecurity communicated itself to me and my generation. There was a genuine and widespread belief also that we perhaps would not survive as a human race given the proliferation of nuclear weapons in evidence. A significant piece of learning for me that summed up this period was in the book “Nineteen Eighty-Four”. I was to read this when about thirteen, so in 1965, and it had a profound effect on me. It later emerged again during the MBA Diploma stage as material for one of my essays. Written in 1948 (Orwell simply reversed the last two digits of the year) it described, as I saw in my mind, a world in which Soviet Russia had conquered the world and then split into three opposing factions. Equally you could describe the three powers as corruptions of contemporary (in 1948) Russia, America and China. At this stage in my life I would have rejected that assertion seeing the US as the country that had saved my own during World War Two; I was conditioned in my own way. Orwell perfectly describes a form of hegemonic conditioning that enables constantly changing alliances while protecting the Stalin type leader, Big Brother, from all error. “Doublethink means the power of holding two contradictory beliefs in one’s mind simultaneously, and accepting both Page | 23 of them” (Orwell, 1949, P223). Big Brother really works when considering Stalin who was given the equally chilling nick name of Uncle Joe. A further, I think deliberate, parallel can be found in the application of doublethink when, as regularly occurred, the external enemy changed and at that stage everybody forgot the old enemy and believed only in the new one, and that this new enemy had always been the one we were at war with. In fact this actually happened during the Second World War. At the start of the War in 1939 the British Communist Party decided on the instructions of the Soviet Union to oppose the war using its influence in the trade union movement and local government to obstruct wherever possible the war effort. According to the Communist Party Archive (an academic reference site) an honourable exception to this was the Party Secretary at the outbreak of war Harry Pollitt. He was later to become very well known to me because of another book which hugely influenced me regarding a journalist working for the Daily Worker (The British Communist Party Newspaper) who converted to Catholicism (Douglas Hyde). Harry Pollitt was his ultimate boss and widely, at times reverently, referred to. In the archive it is stated “Though Pollitt took some time to establish his authority, by the mid-1930s he functioned as de facto party 'leader' and a sort of tribune of the antifascist left. How telling it was that when his tenure was interrupted in 1939 on account of his resistance to the Comintern's anti-war line, no other party figure attempted to combine these functions. Pollitt was therefore able to resume his old responsibilities with the Nazi attack on the Soviet Union in June 1941”. (http://www.communistpartyarchive.org.uk/collection.php?cid=CP-IND-POLL&keywords= accessed December 2012). Elsewhere in Kevin Morgan’s work on Pollitt he tells the story of Pollitt launching the Party against Germany on the eve of Chamberlain’s declaration of war against Germany. Within a few weeks Moscow instructs the Party to conform to its Soviet view and get rid of anyone who is opposed to it. This is Page | 24 confirmed by Morgan: “only Pollitt and Campbell finally voted against the anti-war policy” with Pollitt and Campbell then “both relieved of their duties, as Party Secretary and Editor of the Daily Worker respectively” (Morgan, 1994, P108). All of the rest of the then quite influential British Communist Party decided to believe that the War was a capitalist plot against the Soviet Motherland. In June 1941 with the German attack on the Soviet Union the same people, with hardly a pause for breath, believed, in an Orwellian fashion that this was now a war against fascism. It is worth remembering that at this period the Communist Party had 10,000 members and about 300 councillors with a handful of MPs. Today starting with the Russian invasion of the then Czechoslovakia and following the fall of the Soviet Union itself the party has virtually disappeared. In seeking to understand how my Individual history has influenced my management style I have acquired some insights: The discovery for me in considering this period in my life is that I have absorbed the thinking of a much earlier historic age. Learning to read at an early age and becoming a huge consumer of written material created a desire for more learning and more knowledge. One of the weaknesses I had as a manager I think comes from this period causing me to expect a similar level of background reading, not appreciating that every journey is different. Strength though has been to appreciate that people can have many different interests including art and music which can be a resource for the organisation as well as a way of valuing people. The tendency to seek surrogate fathers has expressed itself in placing undue trust in older people without first ascertaining if that trust is well placed. Page | 25 The learning around conditioning comes in here for me very strongly as something that I encountered on the MBA course that relates to how I am influenced by my ethnic origins. A strong Irish background in an environment sympathetic to rebellion and excited about the defeat of Germany brought about a very local view of life that discounted to an extent national influence. Although outwardly compliant to this influence I began to gain an interest in the external environment even where it conflicts with the local one. Churchill starts to emerge for me as a force for good despite his poor local reputation. The effects of external forces and the hegemonic thinking of another culture, Soviet Communism, become apparent. Learning lessons from the past features strongly in this chapter, in fact there is here an early lesson in understanding people via their history. Without a good knowledge of the environment and its effect locally on the people living in it I would fail to effectively manage in that environment. The other lesson is that we are destined to repeat the mistakes of the past if we ignore history. “Those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it” (George Santayana 1863-1952). Page | 26 Chapter 2: Early Education Some of my school friends say that by today’s standards the education system I encountered in the Liverpool of the 1950’s and 60’s was academically unambitious compared to now, but it did not lack imagination or innovation from my point of view. It was a Catholic Education System at a time when Catholics still allegedly operated a siege mentality. Others have since said that the Church was triumphalist and that this was reflected in its education institutions. Just as this is not a history of Liverpool nor is it a tool for exploring religion as such however in those times, it must be said, religion had a strong influence on the City and on the world of education. In fact my head teacher, Mr McGarvey was a hugely committed educationalist. He praised universities as an ideal but fully realized that most parents felt that it was unaffordable even if an option at all. There was also the fact that the eleven plus test convinced many who failed it that they lacked the ability to climb the academic ladder to success. He did talk of a number of bank managers and other old boys who did well. To many of us however this sounded quite unattainable and most of us expected to work where our fathers worked. Workplaces at the time would be the Docks, Ford Motor Company, the Gas Works, The Bryant and May Match works and the Merchant Navy. Interestingly, and well ahead of his time, our English teacher, Tom Kelly, pointed out that we would have at least five careers in this new world where he saw production as increasingly automated. As documented later my working life has consisted of the retail sector, the RAF, engineering, the public sector, the third sector and variations on those themes. Five careers and many more different jobs. Most of the teaching staff were Catholics who had served in the Second World War and many were determined that the war they had fought must this time mean something. This reflected a prevailing Page | 27 view that the First World War was a waste of life because its aftermath had created a Second World War from which we had still not obtained a real peace. This was reflected in Martin Gilbert’s slim and mostly illustrated biography of Churchill where he said Churchill: “called his final volume (of war memoirs) Triumph and Tragedy” (Gilbert, 1979, P171). This was the triumph of victory over Hitler but the tragedy of half of Europe occupied by a power he regarded as every bit as bad as Hitler’s regime had been. This was accompanied however by a sense of optimism that a country that had defeated Hitler with all his might would progress to be a better place and this was supported by both the beginning of the end of post war austerity and a different approach to Europe and Germany itself than had prevailed in 1918. Writing in the 1950’s some ten years before this period in my life Churchill had said that at the Potsdam Conference “We all deeply feared a united Germany. Prussia had a great history of her own. It would be possible to make a stern but honourable peace with her”. He went on to describe his hope for a recreation of the pre First World War Austro-Hungarian Empire and then said, “Thus a United Europe might be formed in which all the victors and vanquished might find a sure foundation for the life and freedom of all their tormented millions” (Churchill, 1952, P359-360). By 1961 as I went from primary to secondary school a peaceful and prosperous West Germany had been created while the East of Germany and many buffer countries along the Soviet Russian border were kept under the control of Stalin and his successors. Although something approaching Churchill’s vision did not occur until the fall of the Berlin wall in November 1989 (BBC News http://news.bbc.co.uk/onthisday/hi/dates/stories/november/9/newsid_2515000/2515869.stm accessed October 2012) his words represented a very different view from the reparations arguments of 1918. Page | 28 The World of Work and Management – 1960’s Against this background I would receive adult accounts of the world of work. My stepfather began, for the first time in his life, to earn considerable sums of money. He could afford flying lessons. He had changed jobs from lorry driving to the delivery of cars which carried a performance bonus and the means to “hitch hike” instead of using expenses money for trains. My mother’s profession as a nurse began to receive recognition in the 1960’s and her salary began to rise also in line with that of industrial workers but importantly also professionals. This was called after a while “Pay Drift” and was allegedly a result of management incompetence in creating easily exceeded performance systems (Manpower Services Report, 2006, P11). I would argue also however that what I was hearing about was also motivated by the desire to make this new post war world “stick” and mean something at least in material terms. This experience represents the first understandings of how working environments operate via school or my mother or stepfathers experiences. Structures begin to emerge and take shape however dimly. There is a limiting process from my and other parents or grandparents, not one they have consciously imposed but one we young people created from our perception of an accepted history. This world is a deliberately created one where the eleven plus system, which operated at that time diverted young people of eleven years of age into a more labour related and apprentice orientated system while those who passed the examination received a more academic learning process. This was part of for me a dehumanising process that reduced my confidence in my academic abilities. That said Page | 29 my school as a secondary modern comprehensive did seek to provide a higher stream which I eventually joined but for most of my time at secondary school I was in the middle stream. Friere describes this process as one of manipulation, keeping social classes in their place. The possibility of climbing out of this situation is intimated but rarely achieved (Friere, 1970 1996 edition, P128). So this early environment for me is seen by Friere as a tool of oppression. Krishan Kumar however claims that this is a natural process for human beings, a “division of labour” that has always occurred back to the earliest times. He comments that the nineteenth Century industrialisation process of which I was a part, being prepared for industry even while at school, was a matter of greater focus and complexity than in earlier times but essentially it was the same process. The difference he highlighted, along with Spencer and Durkheim, was that the “phenomenon achieved such dimension in scope and volume that it introduced a new principle of order into society.” Durkham called this “organic solidarity” and contrasted this with the “mechanical solidarity” found in more primiative cultures where “harsh punishments” held people under control (Clark et al, 1994, 2004 edition, P14). A crucial learning point for me here that would inform my future was that information was coming my way from teachers and family sources that would still be valuable in the future. This could be esoteric, like Mr McGuiness’s twenty four hour clock or Mr Kelly’s five career’s or it could be a sense that it was here that I began to trust the Church or people who were Irish in a way that was naïve and would prove a problem later. I would later be able to analyse these particular issues as ones of conditioning. My first surrogate father was Catholic, Irish and decent. The false lesson then was that all Church people and all Irish people could be trusted, that said I met many people in those categories who lived up to my high expectations too. Page | 30 Chapter 3: Fine Fare Stores First Job My first real job after leaving school occurred almost as part of a holiday. I had a hobby from about 15 years of age onwards of cycling all over England; one trip was to visit the main Cathedral cities of England. I now think this was a process of attempting to escape from the home city environment. This led me to spend some time in one town, long enough to see and apply for an interesting job which I obtained working for a supermarket chain, Fine Fare Stores. This was my first opportunity to be part of and observe a working environment. Although the job title said that I was an Assistant Manager essentially the work could be anything. I started as part of the fruit and veg team and encountered my first enthusiast, the man who managed that service. I thought that there was a thing called an apple, he taught me that over 30 varieties existed in supermarkets all over the world but many thousands of apple varieties existed in general. He would display stock based on his experience of what customers would find attractive. Conversely I encountered staff who gave their main commitment to hobbies outside the work environment while doing a reasonable or relatively poor job. In the Journey to the Emerald City the author’s describe this well (Conners, et al, 1999, P37). A manager describes how her people as “punching the clock and checking their brains at the door” and how this would frustrate her. She was also frustrated that they gave huge commitment to their outside interests. Equally she would have described my Fruit and Veg manager as someone with “High personal investment”. The store manager, Mr Ireland, encouraged what we would now call a “Culture of Accountability”. The company had appointed James Gulliver two years earlier to revive and modernize this 1950’s organization (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fine_Fare accessed December 2012) evidence of which I saw in Mr Irelands talks to staff. I was fascinated to learn that James Gulliver had been promoted from the ranks to this high position by AB Foods. I used to read the Daily Telegraph in those days and my manager guided me to read the companies share performance as part of AB Foods which controlled the company. My Page | 31 inexperience meant that I was not an ideal employee and I was missing home after three or four months which did little for my performance. At this stage I felt quite dehumanised, I had failed to become a manager or an effective assistant and because the management structure was not harsh I blamed myself entirely. I had not learned to value that corpus of experience which enables a more balanced view. I was however learning early valuable lessons about the cause and effect of systems and then later personalities. It’s worth noting that James Gulliver, at the end of a hugely successful business career, lost his final battle via a failed bid for Distillers which was undermined by an illegal share support operation which led to the jailing of Ernest Saunders in 1990. Reference to Ernest Saunders’ case, via James Gulliver’s obituary (http://www.nytimes.com/1996/09/17/world/james-gulliver-chairman-of- food-group-dies-at-66.html?sec=&spon= accessed November 2012). It didn’t take me until 1990 to learn this but one area of confidence that has never been undermined is my very strong belief that an understanding of history and its lessons is crucial. This is as opposed to the view that allegedly said “History is bunk”. In fact the view, ascribed to Henry T Ford, was incorrect, he actually said: "History is more or less bunk. It's tradition. We don't want tradition. We want to live in the present, and the only history that is worth a tinker's damn is the history that we make today." (Chicago Tribune, 1916 and http://www.phrases.org.uk/meanings/182100.html accessed October 2012). So at this early stage I was learning that people had many skills that could be used in the workplace if you troubled to understand them and their hobbies and interests. Page | 32 Later the MBA course would cause me to reflect that activities at a board room level profoundly impact on the “shop floor”. James Gulliver’s work directly influenced managers like Mr Ireland. The success I was seeing relates to Clark’s remarks balancing capitalism with a “new stage in human society where previous explanations of social development no longer apply” (Clark et al, 1994, 2003 edition, P59). Although I do not benefit from this new society to the extent that I might have opportunities did exist in this new age with its different kinds of social development. If this where a history article it would be worthwhile comparing this store with its Dickens emporium equivalent. The lessons of history here looking back cause me to consider that although Fine Fair appeared to be doing really well as a modern structure the period in which it existed would over the next decade undergo those changes which would challenge its approach. By the end of the 1970’s, after James Gulliver was gone, Fine Fair as an early supermarket with little competition thought it had no need to innovate beyond what had already occurred. It had reached what Slack would later call the “Caretaker” stage. “Operations managers are expected to make sure things do not go wrong, rather than provide much in the way of innovation or creativity” (Slack, 1998 edition,P798). Under Sweeny’s generic strategies illustrated in the table below, Fine Fair had other choices. It was sold off to Somerfield’s which survives to this day. Page | 33 Figure 1: Sweeny’s Generic Strategies The Royal Air Force Chapter 4: RAF Initial Training and Background I served for twelve years in a variety of roles and places and over thirty years later I still regard this as a pivotal time in my life. I believe that there is no civilian equivalent and civilians find some of the concepts and issues quite difficult to understand. There are now very few MPs and less Government Ministers or influential civil servants who have served in the forces. This is important in the modern context when so many ex-service personnel are homeless for a variety of reasons, many of them connected to dependency on a formerly more secure way of life. Page | 34 All of my accepted concepts were challenged at some point during this period. The big change for me in making the transition from civilian to military life was about accepting a level of control that I had not encountered before. I am reminded in relating this experience of the recent debates between BernardHenri Levy and Michel Houellecq as chronicled in “Public Enemies “(Levy et al, 2011, P359-360). Here Levy questions the absence of consciousness (P123 - 124) and debates the dangers of Creationist theory recently revived in the United States. He says “We are a meeting place of multiple identities, broken, contradictory, vying with each other, then at peace, then again at loggerheads”. He looks to Rousseau, Cicero and Kant to describe this multiplicity of conflicting human concerns as against the monolithic view of a common good, common mind promoted within the RAF. This view impacted upon me as an organization with a mind of its own that all those involved in must obey. Explanations were given to explain this, all was a preparation for war and there would then be no time for debate and discussion, one’s very life might depend on conformity and obedience. To be fair, The RAF did not condemn openly a latitude of thought, indeed I met and still meet, many open and intellectually enquiring members of the RAF along with other branches of the British Armed Forces, it’s just that the thoughts occurred within a context, within an environment that was the subject of heavy conditioning. (Burrell & Morgan,2004,P46) talk about this when discussing Durkheim’s “predilection for ‘order’ as the predominant force in social affairs”. In fact I found this ordered society far from unpleasant and even enjoyed its sense of security. This experience did lead me to seek or attempt to recreate this comfort zone and sense of “order” in other organizations later. In reflecting later however I was to discover that this issue of order, conformity and conditioning is present in many other organizations; I was to encounter it in the trade union movement, Page | 35 the Labour Party, management organizations and eventually in the wider national and international community. I ask myself, was the effect of this requirement to be “ordered” to “dehumanize” me as a consequence? Right at the beginning of Paulo Freire’s Pedagogy of the Oppressed” he discusses this issue. Importantly for me he argues that the state may not be permanent like a person but a consciousness of the matter of being “dehumanized” is required. So he describes the process as one where once awareness occurs “humanization is a viable possibility”. “Both humanization and dehumanization are possibilities for a person an uncompleted being conscious of their incompletion” Freire (p25). I and others talked at the time about and looked upon the RAF as very like a person rather than the organization that it was, albeit imbued with many historical traditions. In Epistemological terms we also trusted this entity with our very lives based on a false knowledge. This trust was based upon an inaccuracy; it assumed that usually the RAF would not be wrong in where it sent you or in what it asked you to do. There was an assumption the RAF had your best interests at heart. Jackson et al (p55) in their chapter on epistemology point out that your trust in a police officer is based on the assumption that he or she really is a police officer. Similarly it was not accurate to see the RAF as a force for the good of those serving within it. The RAF defines itself at the present time this way “The Royal Air Force makes a vital contribution as a force for good in the world by delivering flexible air power wherever it is needed. The Cold War may be over, but it has left behind a world that is less predictable and, in many places, less stable. Britain and her Allies are now faced with challenges of many different kinds. The RAF is ready to meet these challenges.” (RAF Web Site http://www.raf.mod.uk/role/airpower.cfm accessed November 2012). In fact there is nothing intrinsically wrong with this statement and in 1970 when I joined the RAF Page | 36 there was no contrary statement, the RAF existed as an organization to defend British interests and statements like the one above predominated. As a side product of this the service organization provided a career for those involved and for good economic reasons did not unnecessarily endanger this costly investment that service personnel represented. So, how did this false premise arise that the RAF was there to “look after you”? What had occurred during military service to create this inaccurate view or was it a pre-conceived notion that I imported into my RAF service? Why did this create in me a lack of confidence in later life as a manager or did something else do that? It can be argued that the system adopted by the British armed forces to ensure loyalty can also stunt overall confidence in other areas of development for some people. In fact when I reached the end of my service I perceived myself to be very confident about the positive impact that I would have on my new environment. To understand how my individual history has influenced my management style here is clearer than in earlier chapters. I did subconsciously adopt the RAF rank and authority system and that adoption was significantly re-enforced. I remember a particular conversation with my former English teacher Tom Kelly while on leave shortly after recruit training. I remarked that I could support the RAF recruit training being fair because most of those joining had made the decision at seventeen plus which at that stage in my life seemed a mature age (I would be about eighteen at that point). I had learned that RAF Apprentice training started at sixteen which I regarded as wrong because at such an early age the recruit Page | 37 training process would be a form of mind control. Tom responded that the Church recruited priests at a much younger age and also in terms of the sacraments (Communion for example) the age of reason was taken to be as early as seven years old. I accepted this argument. When I subsequently supervised people I was subconsciously operating a rank and obedience system little realising that such things do not come naturally, we are conditioned to accept them or not. The lesson to learn here was that I had to understand the dangers of conditioning which might be right for a military situation but could undermine supervision in a civilian role. Page | 38 Chapter 5: RAF Northern Ireland Three Month Tour Among the challenges I faced was to serve in Northern Ireland twice. My first tour was for a three month emergency tour as a soldier and a year later in my trade for two years. As previously discussed I had come from a city with a strong sectarian past, I was to find that Belfast and the surrounding areas had a strong sectarian present and although I encountered it at a time of huge prejudice between the communities it is still a city with a level of sectarianism. The comparatively “moderate” English-based Catholic faith that I had received seemed completely at odds in terms of its Christian character with the practices of the Republican and opposing Unionist Movement’s both of which promoted violence against other Christians. This is not however an analysis of the “troubles” in Northern Ireland but more about the environmental impact on me and how this effected my development in management terms. Neither is this an analysis of the Catholic Church or Christian community as such but no story involving Northern Ireland or indeed any story involving me can be told without reference to faith and the use or abuse of religion. In the latest Census, mainland Britain states that it is about 58% Christian while Northern Ireland reports 83% (http://www.nisra.gov.uk/Census/key_report_2011.pdf accessed November 2012) even today as indicated below. Page | 39 Area All Usual Catholic Residents Presbyterian Church of Methodist Other Other no % of usual Church in Ireland Ireland Church Christian religions religion residents in Ireland who did not state religion Northern 1,810,863 40.76% 19.06% 13.74% 3% 5.76% 0.82% 10.11% Ireland Figure 2: Northern Ireland Census 2011 Religion In the two years that I spent in the Province I encountered many discussions and events about the political and allegedly religious conflict from people I deemed to be of good will and seeking to avoid violence. However in that initial three month tour a particular effect on me was to see the situation in terms of my own culture and faith. I did not manage this very well, lacking the tools to do so. Following an initial three month tour in the Province I formed a view that Christianity could not be grounded in reality and truth because so many of its adherents in Ulster and over the border in the Republic were breaching its most basis cannons. This led me, over a period of time, to doubt the existence of God. I now think that I was attempting to relieve an unacceptable feeling of betrayal by seeking, in the regime of the RAF, a better comfort zone. The Church which had educated me, formed a crucial part of my social life, friendships and family had apparently abandoned one of its most important tenants revolving around the sanctity of life. I was also reaching out for a way of understanding the structure and communities in relation to the Church (I mean all Christian Churches there) that existed around me. In Eric Berne’s terms I was engaging in a form of transactional analysis and becoming an adapted child but rather than relating to a real adult I was relating to a perceived Christian Church and withdrawing and Page | 40 6.75% hiding from it or “whining” as Berne puts it (Berne, P 26, 1964). The diagram below describes the relationship. Figure 3: Adapted Child to Church Adult This experience represented an “epiphany" which I remember as a moment which altered the direction of my life. (Bochner & Ellis, P165-172, 1992). The majority of my peer group had ceased practice of any religion by this period of my life, out a class of 30 pupils, at this stage I knew of five still interested. Had someone asked me at this point where my spiritual life was going I feel sure that I would have indicated a zero response. Statistically it seemed that I would become at least inactive and join the majority of my cohort. This epiphany did not represent in the end a rejection of spirituality so things did not go in that direction after my return to England. There was however a profound change in my approach and beliefs. As I am following a chronological approach I will return to that journey later but the seeds of this change lay in Northern Ireland. The philosopher George Simmel would have found the conflicts I was experiencing interesting but not unexpected. He believed that harmony was to a large extent impossible (Coser, 1965, P12), which was something I would have challenged in that period. After nearly 6o years of conflict rather than harmony, observed or experienced I am beginning to agree with him that this is a Page | 41 natural condition of human beings although hopefully not to the extent of the Northern Ireland conflict of that era. Simmel believed that both harmony and conflict had to occur in all relationships, otherwise they would not develop. This can lead also to a realization that conflict need not in its self be negative. My environment then in Northern Ireland at that point was that of a soldier, protecting installations and married quarters, accompanying vehicles as an armed guard to and from Belfast and patrolling in vehicles around the immediate area. I mainly encountered other service personnel, civilians working on the RAF Station or people from the local village. This caused a transition to occur; I began to see Northern Ireland through the lens of a particular group of people. Previously I had seen Northern Ireland as the lost province of the republic which Éamon de Valera, according to family teaching, had contrived to lose during negotiations with Winston Churchill leaving this part of Ireland British. In fact this was a considerable simplification and when I began to discuss these views with colleagues who were born in Ulster I found that a different folklore existed for them where brave Ulstermen fought and obtained the right to remain British. As my interest in Northern Ireland and the Republic grew I was to discover that neither story was quite true. This was an early lesson in understanding that when we use other people’s lens to see something then it is someone else’s perception that we are sharing. I did not see my own presence as part of an occupation but more a policing effort to keep the two sides apart and this was yet another lens, that of the picture being presented to the British public and service personal. Following this period I returned to England and entered the world of photography and the uses it could be put to deployed in satellites and high flying aircraft even balloons. Although my work was interesting my mind was still angrily wrestling with the issues I felt my Northern Ireland experience had raised. This led me into many discussions and much reading over a period of a year or so. The RAF and Liverpool Page | 42 became worlds where I explored people’s views on spirituality and the use of power on the threshold of an age that will probably be described as a humanist one, in fashion at least. As a result of my discussions I came into conflict with a strong childhood and adult mentor (my Grandfather’s nephew Uncle Jimmy) who felt that my time in Northern Ireland was as part of an occupying force and that British troops had been used to undermine Irish independence. We debated this hotly and briefly fell out. Eventually we agreed an understanding that although the British Army had responded to the conflict in a well-meaning way deadly force had been used by all three sides. As considered earlier, I had seen my role and that of the forces as part of a policing action. Here was the proposal that our forces had become by 1972 another tribe with its own interests to promote. This was the first time I began to see my own organization and actions as part of another tribe in Northern Ireland. This view of conflict was to be much more common later in the Iraq War (also called the Second Gulf War). There is a perfectly legitimate view that I began to hold that if you subject a peace keeping force to enough violence if it is military in nature then it will begin to respond militarily and protect itself. The mission may then change. We now know that the Army deployed undercover agents, used entrapment techniques and targeted hard core republican leaders as well as hard core UDA leaders. I began to realize that what I had taken for a religious conflict, a hangover from the Reformation or the “plantings” of the 18th Century to create a “British” Georgian Ireland was no such thing. This was the interplay of politics, power and the acquisition of territory on both sides of the Irish Sea and both sides of the Irish border. I began to doubt my move away from the beliefs that I had held but found it difficult to reconstruct a trust in the Church. It was at this point I learned that I was being posted back to Northern Ireland in my trade for a standard tour of duty (usually three years). Page | 43 It was from this experience that I began to appreciate in later life as a manager that I needed to understand why people behaved in the way that they did and understand the history that led to personality and work patterns. The learning the MBA would later give me puts into perspective the huge influences that the Church and family and now the RAF had while I sought to understand an apparently familiar environment which was in fact alien. The lessons for the future here was to always analyse the apparently familiar and be prepared to discount past assumptions and look afresh at the situation. This was a country where history was used to explain and justify anything. My love of history was an Achilles heel in this context and this was when I began to learn the importance of an intelligent interpretation of history judged against the background of the times under consideration. Page | 44 Chapter 6: RAF Northern Ireland Two Year Tour The new tour in Northern Ireland proved very different for a number of reasons. In the year I was awre of a number of false dawns in the peace process had come and gone but there was a sense in Government that if the participants promoting peace remained independent of the Republicans and the Unionists then change was possible. Within the military there was a level of cynicism although some relief that attention was shifting after a number of incidents where innocent civilians, a number included very young people, had been injured by Army fire. For me this had an unexpected consequence. After some soul searching I had attended the nearby Catholic Church a few Sundays and this had brought me news of the Peace Movement as an ecumenical organization mainly of Christians from both sides but also Jewish and non-believers as well. This seemed to me to challenge my existing perception that Northern Ireland could only be sectarian. While I wanted to explore this, although not on direct military duties, I was still a soldier and did not want to compromise my colleagues or breach security. I asked the question of my NCO who sent me for a chat with an officer who talked to the chaplain. Interestingly the RAF saw it as a religious freedom versus security issue rather than simply a security issue per se. They also saw it as policy to support the peace movement that was coming from the churches. As a consequence I attended an ecumenical conference where people of many difference faiths came together to promote a solution to the conflict. The learning experience for me was that people could entertain the idea of new systems to solve an (as they saw it) ancient problem. This despite the fact that the very people working up the solutions were themselves the product of the conflicting tribes that had created the problem. I was also dealing with a need to redefine my own Page | 45 spirituality which had changed over this year from a passive Catholic one to an active Christian belief. I had yet to decide if I could, in all conscience, remain part of the Catholic Church. To return to the issues of Ireland however I was fascinated and at first puzzled until the common driver of change began to emerge. The thing that had caused the current troubles had been a decision by the Catholic community to seek full civil rights. The lack of rights rested on a range of problems. Edward Heath whom I feel sought to govern Northern Ireland by implementing social reform as Prime Minister remarked, “Those who have never visited the Province cannot appreciate the bitter tribal loathing between the hard-line elements in the two communities springing from an atavism which most of Europe discarded long ago” (Heath, P421, 1998). Ted Heath went on to argue that for fifty years the Unionists had discriminated against the Catholic community until in 1969 the Civil Rights Movement was defensively formed as a consequence by the Catholics. The clue was in the name. In my discussions in the 1970’s with the Peace Movement people I discovered that the Civil Rights Movement had sprung up to mirror the work of Dr Martin Luther King in the United States. Another interesting discovery was that many of the activists for peace that I met were Protestant although the majority were Catholics. At that time in 1969 the Minister of Defence was Dennis (now Lord) Healy. He wrote later “Although violence had been increasing in Northern Ireland since the previous October, the Government still hoped that political reforms would restore tranquillity. In mid-August rioting caused the army chiefs to see me about the threat to law and order, which was increased by the grossly anti-Catholic bias of the BSpecials, the Protestant auxiliary police” (Healy, P342, 1990 edition). Healy went on to abolish the BSpecials and won support among Catholic’s as a result. Like Heath later he commented on the “atavistic sectarianism of the two communities”. He also highlighted something I noticed too, both sides could recognize each other even down to the Catholic or Protestant part of the City people came from. By Page | 46 accent and phrases they could identify the “religion” or tribe. This realization that Northern Ireland and its troubles was about a political conflict, a play for power by an oppressed people was to moderate my line about the failure of religion. Religion had not failed, people in authority had failed to respect each other and they had held positions of sectarianism in order to have better jobs than their fellow citizens. Most of those ordinary people who held a sectarian line did so however as a consequence of conditioning rather than for reasons of personal gain. As my position moved towards one more sympathetic to the Catholic community I sought advice from my former English Teacher, Tom Kelly. Tom was one of the few members of staff in my secondary school who openly admitted to being a Conservative supporter. All of my time in Northern Ireland was during the premiership of Conservative Prime Minister Edward Heath whom I regarded as a reasonable person. The policy he pursued of social reform was not greatly different from that of Harold Wilson his predecessor. As Leader of the Opposition Ted had supported Harold Wilson’s decision to deploy troops to Northern Ireland. Although policy did not therefore seem predicated on party politics I thought it would be reasonable to ask an English Catholic Conservative for a balanced view. Tom Kelly had another advantage over others also in that he was several generations English and not strongly influenced (as was I) by an immediately Irish past. What was the Unionist case for persecuting the Catholics I asked? Interestingly he raised the question of patriotism and trust. Ulster was part of the British state or Great Britain as he put it which was entitled to ask for loyalty and support for the nation from its citizens. Ulster Catholics had never supported the province and therefore could not be trusted. I found this a harsh view but it held some logic and perhaps explained why Westminster had not intervened until late in the day to reform this place. Page | 47 Northern Ireland had a huge impact on my life and the formation of experience because I lived and worked there however it is often disregarded when the troubles are absent as a minor and anachronistic vestige of an earlier age. In fact its impact was present throughout my lifetime and much earlier. To test this view I looked at milestones in the premierships during my RAF service until the Peace Agreement under Tony Blair and the growing Unionist rebellion occurring now as illustrated in the table below. This is roughly based on a model found at http://www.fergys.co.uk/Blogs/BritPMs.php accessed December 2012 which I have added to. I have highlighted the Northern Ireland impact below. I also looked at the 72 premierships that there have been and found eight milestones in all before 1964. In contrast major events occurred in all of the premierships that followed and as a partial result of the murder of Airey Neave DSO OBE MC MP a major policy change occurred under Thatcher. Page | 48 1965 Rhodesia declared unilateral independence under Ian Smith 1966 Pound Sterling devalued 1969 Capital punishment abolished 1969 Minimum voting age reduced to 16 James Harold 66 1964 1970 1969 Founded the Open University Wilson 1969 Maiden flight of Concorde 1969 Troops sent into Northern Ireland 1969 Date, place of birth and maiden names added to Death Certificates Laws on gay persons and obscene publications liberalised 1971 Decimalisation coinage 1972 Bloody Sunday British Army Fire on Crowd 1972 Stormont Parliament abolished for Direct Rule 67 1970 1974 Edward Heath 1973 Abolition of restrictive voting rules against Catholics 1973 Miners' strike and the "3 day working week" 1973 Britain joined the EC James Harold 68 1974 1976 1983 Became Baron Wilson of Rievaulx Wilson Presided over a monetary crisis which needed a rescue by the IMF with a strict incomes policy Leonard James Allowed no go areas and the building of walls between communities in 69 1976 1979 Callaghan Northern Ireland 1978 The "Winter of Discontent" widespread strikes mainly in public services Page | 49 1979 Shadow Northern Ireland Minister Airey Neave MP murdered by IRA 1979 Lord Mountbatten and two children murdered by IRA Britain's first woman Prime Minister 1979 Resolved the Rhodesian crisis leading to the foundation of Zimbabwe Highest Unemployment since 1930’s 1982 Falklands War 1984 Brighton Bombing Margaret 70 1979 1990 1990 Introduced the unpopular "Poll Tax" in England and Wales (Scotland Thatcher in 1989) Reversed the policy of state ownership and presided over a period of denationalisation, deregulation, reform of Trade Unions, tax cuts and the move towards a market economy in the public sector 1994 became Baroness Thatcher 1991 Abolished "The Poll Tax" 1991 Devised the Citizens Charter 1991 Invasion of Iraq following Iraq's invasion of Kuwait 71 1990 1997 John Major 1992 Sterling crisis led to leaving the ERM 1993 Established the Northern Ireland Peace Process 1994 Created the National Lottery with the proceeds going to charity 1994 Channel Tunnel opened Anthony 1997 Bank of England made independent of Government 72 1997 2007 Charles Lynton 1998 Good Friday Peace Agreement in Northern Ireland Page | 50 Blair 1999 NATO attacks on Kosovo and Serbia 2001 Terrorists attack the New York Trade Centre 2001 Afghanistan War 2002 Euro introduced (but not in the UK) 2003 Invasion of Iraq 2005 Suicide bombers attack London 2005 Civil Partnerships recognised 2007 Stormont, the Northern Ireland Parliament, restored 2007 Signed the Brussels Reform Treaty extending EU powers 2007 Signed the Lisbon Treaty 2008 Collapse of Banking System 2008 Withdrawal of active British troops from Iraq 73 2007 2010 Gordon Brown 2008 MP's expenses scandal, leading to the enforced resignation of the Speaker 2009 Lisbon European Union Treaty approved by all member states 2010 Restoration of policing governance to Northern Ireland Joint administration with the Liberal Democrats 74 2010 David Cameron State Collusion in murder in NI “shocking” says PM 2012 Unionist Rioting in Belfast over reduced hoisting of Union Flag Figure 4 Impact by Premiership of Irish Issues Page | 51 Airey Neave was not one of the usual run of the mill Tory MP’s but a war hero who had used his ability to plan effective strategy’s to escape from the German’s and help others do the same (Airy Neave Trust http://www.aireyneavetrust.org.uk/about-us accessed December 2012) . He had enabled Margaret Thatcher to capture the leadership of the Conservative Party which would have profound consequences for the post war consensus between Government and people. During my time in Northern Ireland however this was yet to occur. I continued to attend Church events around the peace movement and meet and talk to local people. An unintended consequence of this posting was to enable for me a dual view. While I felt that eventually Northern Ireland should become part of the rest of Ireland I had gained by experiential learning a view that in reality the IRA was as great a threat to that unity as the Unionists. Many Republicans among the people I met did not want the IRA and their violence and believed that if the North became linked to the Republic the next IRA target would be Dublin. By the time I left Northern Ireland my spiritual and cultural beliefs had undergone a transformation. Retelling this story in an ethnographic form has raised some internal feelings for me and memories of inner conflict. It has reminded me that I felt and feel strong emotions in relation to the violence of those times and the role played by the Republican and Unionist Paramilitarys. It seems OK for example to describe the death of an IRA or UDA victim as a murder rather than a political assassination. There was a point where I wondered if expressing these emotions was acceptable in an academic work. Carolyn Ellis had something to say about this: “I think you have to be emotional to do good ethnography, since fieldwork almost always is an emotional experience” (Ellis, P110, 2004). Although emotions remain I have over the last nearly 40 years rationalized a level of my emotions regarding Northern Ireland and as Page | 52 a result my spiritual approach and also changed through further experiences of Northern Ireland as a civilian later on. As Levine remarks “When a young tree is injured it grows around that injury. As the tree continues to develop, the wound becomes relatively small in proportion to the size of the tree” (Levine, P33, 1997). During this period the debate occurred on membership of what was to become known as the European Union. I followed the heated political discussions on television and in the newspapers as we all prepared to vote on whether we should stay in the EU. This was the first time I had seen the structures of the political parties disappear for a brief period. Tony Benn, then emerging on the left, shared platforms with Enoch Powel universally recognised as a quite right wing politician. The arguments occurred around sovereignty which I found puzzling then. All of my experience so far with the RAF had shown Britain to be closely bound to NATO and culturally allied to the United States. As I discuss in the next Chapter the Suez Crisis had proven that Britain had only limited power when confronted by a super power, even an ally, like the United States. Economically with the decline of Britain’s power in the Commonwealth and elsewhere in the world I could not see a future for Britain outside of alliances with other countries. There was also the sense that we needed to provide a political and economic aspect to NATO which the EU could provide. I cannot recall anyone suggesting that this was not a political debate. Interestingly I did not take account of any local statements in Northern Ireland. I voted for membership with fairly little hesitation. I experimented during this period by joining a folk group called the Copper Kettle. This was a new opportunity to relate with people from Northern Ireland who had joined the RAF but had been allowed to tour as a band in their off duty periods. I was to visit Catholic and Unionist areas of rural Ulster and Page | 53 found this to be a way of relaxing but also understanding through its music the story of Ireland. Ireland was the last haunt of the story teller and although both the music and storytelling are incidental to the main narrative it’s worth noting that I found both sources powerfully moving. I think, just as books had earlier helped to humanise me in a difficult situation so learning to sing and participate in the melodies of this Ireland of two cultures and two histories was a similar process and learning as well as comforting thing. This period of my history influenced my later management style by introducing some fairly frightening levels of reality. Political decisions, however well meaning, could lead to death or serious injury on the ground. Later in management team meetings I would relate potential changes that might make an easier life for managers but could undermine vulnerable young people on the ground. An example of this was a proposal that we reduce management involvement in a call out process. Let staff make more decisions during off duty hours. I believed that this could impact on the quality of decision making at night but also cause managers to become distanced during the day by being less informed about the whole culture of the organisation and the real people who lived within it. The MBA learning speaks to this subject via Berne. His analogy to crime is applicable here, “There seem to be two distinctive types of habitual criminals: those who are in crime for profit and those who are in it primarily for the game (Berne P117 1964). Elements of the paramilitaries at this stage literally did perform bank robberies and make profits but that’s not my point or Berne’s. I now think that whatever their sincerity the paramilitaries were in a game that had become justification in its own right. Those wanting a profit were more ideologically driven. To use Berne’s phrases again, the Peace Movement would be “rescuers”, rather like reformed alcoholics who would point out the error of their ways to the Page | 54 other sides. On the impact of preparing to vote on EU membership the MBA learning leads me to think about the way power occurs. A Weberian view is expressed in the following table from Burrell. Interests Places emphasis upon the dichotomous nature and mutual opposition of interests in terms of broad socioeconomic divisions of the ‘class’ type within social formations as a whole, which are also reflected in organisations in the middle range of analysis. Conflict Regards conflict as a ubiquitous and disruptive motor force propelling changes in society in general and organisations in particular. It is recognised that conflict may be a suppressed feature of a social system, not always evident at the level of empirical reality. Power Regards power as an integral, unequally distributed zero-sum phenomenon, associated with a general process of social control. Society in general and organisations in particular are seen as being under the control of ruling interest groups which exercise their power through various forms of ideological manipulation, as well as more visible forms of authority relations. Figure 5: The Radical Weberian view of interests, conflict and power Page | 55 So the Weberian view might reflect the way the debate on the EU has occurred in terms of reasons why people feel opposed to continued membership. Nonetheless the EU is an organisation with interests and conflict although I would argue now that power is exercised through the Council of Ministers and the Parliament and is more diluted than opponents appear to realise. As Burrell puts it, “All three lines of development will seek to build upon the core concepts of totality, structure, contradiction, power and crisis” (Burell et al, P388 – 389, 1979, 2005 edition). The lessons drawn from this period for me today are: Seek to understand that I need to regularly look “outside the box”. Go back to source when making decisions. Consider a forward analysis about how decisions taken now by me as a manager can impact in terms of interest groups and the development of groups. Page | 56 Chapter 7: RAF and the Middle East My next posting was for nine months to a radar station off the coast of Muscat and Oman on an island called Masirah. This was followed by time in Salalah and Cyprus. While I was experiencing this very different world the one I had left behind in Northern Ireland had begun to slip deeper in to violence with savage behaviour in all the tribes to each other. My knowledge became filtered via the BBC World Service or occasionally Voice of America along with out of date copies of the Daily Telegraph. I don’t think that I ever encountered a Guardian newspaper during my whole sojourn in the Middle East. There were no international TV services at that time and no internet to provide another view. The experience of discovering that my childhood faith had been childishly easy to lose caused me to want to know the truth about my religion and its background. In Northern Ireland I had discovered that I was a Christian, but although in an ethnographic work that is important as part of the story and impacts emotionally on how I saw things it is the impact on my eventual development as a manager that is critical. So, I wanted to know how Christian my inherited church was and how much a part of my makeup as a person this represented. I no longer wanted to be the result of the social engineering I had seen in Northern Ireland or the tribal conditioning of my home environment. I wrote to Tom Kelly with this in mind. Once again because he was an English Catholic rather than part of my Irish background as I saw it. I was very interested now in exploring Christianity and in seeing where that would take me. He posted out English authors who supported Catholicism usually from a more academic rather than emotional or pious perspective. Chief among them was Arnold Lunn along with GK Chesterton and Hilaire Belloc. Around this time I obtained a copy of the Koran and read this along with my grandfather’s Page | 57 bible which usefully had “guidance notes” to tell me the “correct” interpretation of scripture according to the Church during his time. Although the Island of Masirah had no female service personnel two women lay preachers were stationed there and this enabled me to explore a perspective different again from the one I was experiencing. They were not sectarian but they were puzzled by the Catholic Church and struggled to see it as Christian. I also became aware of the politics of the region. The island had a school and I met several of the teachers along with the spiritual leader, they were all Muslims. The teachers were Egyptians and proudly boasted that President Anwar Sadat and Colonel Gamal Abdul Nasser who he had succeeded him some years earlier had sent them out to educate the Arab world. Nasser was familiar to me as the leader who, with US support, had humiliated Britain, France and Israel, forcing a retreat from the Suez Canal that had been captured. Nasser had nationalized the Canal. Sadat has stayed in my mind as the architect of peace with Israel, signing the Camp David accords in 1977 for which he was later murdered. (Journal: History Today http://www.historytoday.com/historical-dictionary/s/sadat-anwar-al accessed November 2012). However, fresh in my mind at the time was President Sadat’s daring attack on Israel known today as the Yom Kippur War a few months earlier. He was so completely defeated that he changed track and began the journey he is now so famous for towards peace. The RAF had gone on quite a high level of alert as we wondered if the US and Soviet Union would militarily clash defending their respective Middle East clients; Israel for the Americans and Egypt for the Russians. I now see Nasser and Sadat’s decision to send teachers out to the rest of the Middle East (except Israel) as a form of cultural action. “Cultural action either serves domination (consciously or unconsciously) or it serves the liberation of men and Page | 58 women” (Freire P 160 1970). Freire talks here about cultural synthesis which operates on social structures, in this case pupils and their parents to bring about change. Nasser had been a teacher at the Egyptian version of Sandhurst where I think the idea of using teachers was born. Although intelligent I found the teachers that I met had little concept of objectivity and quite happily used their vocation as one that promoted Egypt above the countries that they taught in. I learned from these observations and discussions that power could be exercised by providing an innocuous service that then gives access to clients or others that you would want to influence. The contribution here to my management style has been to underline the need for reflection, to take time out to understand and engage differing philosophies or issues. I discovered, for example, that great chunks of the Koran had been lifted straight out of the Christian/Jewish Bible. I had time in Masirah to read, reflect and discuss. The MBA learning here is that objectivity is a fluid concept. I expected teachers to be objective because I felt their calling was to fill pupils with a joy of learning. Some would say that that is not the role of education, that it is a sausage machine knocking out a sameness of people to do a routine job without thinking too much beyond what they are told. Arguably the Egyptian teachers were an instrument of conditioning for a new Arab world. I found the ego state scenario applied to organisations useful here. The point is made that organisations can have “patterns of belief, etiquette and rules that correspond to the Parent ego state, in this case the teachers are managers obtaining a negative adapted child egostate that is compliant because their real employers have so arranged this (Stewart et al, 1987, P280). Page | 59 The lessons for me today are to always reflect on the authenticity of the message I am receiving even though it comes from a source I might be conditioned to trust. Those entrusted with teaching may well have a career agenda, a political position or themselves be conditioned, as the Egyptian teachers were to promote a particular state or organisation. As we discuss elsewhere this is not peculiar to the Middle East, The Communist party of Great Britain similarly operated via a level of conditioning during the Second World War. Page | 60 Chapter 8: RAF UK Period After this period in the Middle East I was posted to 16 MU RAF Stafford a supply depot and then my final station at RAF North Luffenham, another Radar Station near Stamford in Lincolnshire. At RAF Stafford I experimented with working in my spare time as a forces broadcaster. I created a program format that allowed classical music, film music and some folk music. The first two later became the format for Classic FM radio. While at Stafford I encountered Father William Russell, at the time he was the oldest military chaplain in the British Armed Forces. He spoke very knowledgably about the impact of the modern world on the people of Uganda where he had been a missionary before the Second World War. Uganda was very much under discussion that year following a recent rescue mission where Israeli Special Forces had rescued Israeli hostages held in Uganda at Entebbe Airport. Father Russell spoke of the breakdown in economic activity following Idi Amin’s military coup which had cost the country its economic viability as it switched to defence spending rather than maintaining, for example, cotton production and tourism. I showed an interest in the emerging world of computers as a tool and the RAF therefore posted me after a relatively short time to RAF North Luffenham near Stamford in Lincolnshire and gave me an admin role working with the early data input and retrieval machines. At that time small units in the field would access huge data storage devices that filled several large hangers at RAF Hendon. The processing power and level of those early computers is now contained in a modern PC such as the machine that I am using to create this paper. Page | 61 Now that I was back in communication with the media of television and daily newspapers and not reliant on the BBC World Service my interest in Northern Ireland returned and I followed events there with considerable interest. I was later as a civilian to play a role again in Northern Ireland affairs. I developed an interest in youth and organized a youth club, many years later I was to become a youth support worker and manager in that youth field, this was my first experience in working with teenagers as an adult. Through a new friend I was beginning to cast a critical eye on the RAF rank system and beginning to chaff at my perceived lack of freedom. My friend, Tony Hilditch, was to produce a dissertation on the exercise of authority within the RAF and he contributed to an increasingly heated debate on this subject. The Dutch armed forces had increased service personal’s civil rights while the British view was that such changes would impede service efficiency and in any case the Secretary of State for Defence acted as the soldier’s representative it was said. While I have earlier recalled a feeling of dehumanisation in relation to what I saw as “RAF conditioning” Tony’s dissertation subject and the fact he could write it made me feel quite liberated. I began to engage in some education again, taking subjects like maths where I felt that I had failed in this subject at the eleven plus point. I also took basic exams in history with government studies to try and underpin the things I had learned with some educational basis. I felt that I was finding an ability to become “humanised” and more in control of my life. As the 1980’s approached the Conservative’s in opposition returned to an earlier model and removed Ted Heath who had provided a strong level of reform during my time in Northern Ireland. During that Page | 62 period he had also succeeded in bringing the UK into what was to become the European Union. They now turned to Margaret Thatcher and this caused me some concern. She was known to take her economic policies from Sir Keith Joseph, a strong proponent of abandoning the post war consensus and the Keynesian economics which in my perception had prevented the crisis Western economies had faced in the 1930s. There were equally compelling arguments that laid economic mismanagement and poor control at the door of Keynes and the trade unions. My concern however was for my family at home in Liverpool should Mrs Thatcher ever come to power and this concern proved to be well founded in the event. This period in my life laid the foundations for an interest in economic affairs. Britain was passing through a period of economic uncertainty that I had partially missed while being abroad but was now apparent in this time of rising unemployment. I think that this period informs my management style by giving me more coherent, information-based approaches and also the sense that we can try new things and entertain challenging ideas. Thinking forward to the MBA I think the learning here is to be prepared to rethink management structures and see if they are still fit for their current purpose. On reflection I think that the RAF had its management structure about right for the job it was doing. The point of Tony Hilditch’s dissertation that the British military needed a democratic basis is still the subject of debate today. Changes have occurred in reducing discrimination based on homophobia or gender discrimination for example but the level of Page | 63 workers’ rights Tony and others wanted have not occurred. It is arguable that positive changes have been the result of a litigation culture. The lessons from this period seem to me to be about the fact that we need to be ready for change and that it really is that great constant in the universe. The destruction of Ted Heath’s policies and approach might now seem a distant irrelevance, evidence of Enoch Powell’s intimation that all political careers end in failure (http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Enoch_Powell accessed December 2012) but it was what we now call change management on a grand scale. I think recognising that change can be positive if handled well and the workforce or team are engaged as agents of change is important. The change in Northern Ireland and economically in the depressed areas of the UK brought about high levels of dislocation and unemployment. My lesson to learn and apply now then would be about preparation and intelligent forecasting. Page | 64 Chapter 9: Stamford, Managing Politics and Engineering In 1982 I had completed my twelve years of RAF service and took up a post at Mirrlees Blackstone Ltd, a diesel engineering company founded in Stamford during the Victorian period in 1889. I became a supervisor of a group of workers in a chemical cleaning bay for about five years and during this time was involved in my first and only strike. Although I would regard strike action now as a last recall, at that time, given the low wages it seemed the right thing to do. In fact it took several years to recoup the loss in wages. I had my first experience as a press officer for the union during the strike and gave my first radio interviews and also became a negotiator helping to build the bridges that would help to take us back to work. Still with Mirrlees Blackstone I then became an assistant metallurgist working for Dr Chris Holt the Chief Metallurgist. Chris strongly drew on his academic background and was a strong proponent of colleges and universities being a vital part of the world of engineering. I took an NVQ in metallurgy successfully and found the subject interesting enough to occupy me for the next five years. This was not enough however to fill something of a void and I became involved with local politics, the trade union and a campaign to establish a citizens advice bureau. Personal issues had an impact in this period; I became married but sadly like many young married couples we lost our first child. I mention this because some events truly do impact on the way you develop through life. Positively, eight years later we had a son now aged twenty-two. As part of the local community I began to build a large range of contacts and during this period twice stood for Parliament in the local area. I was also elected to the Town Council and had my first taste of Page | 65 being accountable to the public and how to give speeches in public. I mention this part of my life because it led eventually to my work with the European parliament and also enabled me to receive training in areas like how to manage meetings, how to appear and speak on TV and the radio and how to interact with the general public. I put this training into practise. All of these skills would help me to emerge from feelings of dehumanisation and gain confidence. The enthusiasm this generated in me did cause conflicts in the local political party who were not used to being in the public eye so much and I learned many lessons then about handling conflict which stood me in good stead later on. As this story is primarily about a learning and developing process within the context of my story this has some relevance mainly that all of these things prepared me so that I began to think I could one day have a role in middle or senior management. Towards the end of my Stamford period the new leader of Lincolnshire County Council asked me as a local community leader to begin promoting the idea of a university for the County which I did. This involved visiting neighbouring towns like Market Deeping and Spalding raising expectations and challenging the concept that only quite rich people go to university. The institution I was promoting is today the University of Lincoln. My manager strongly encouraged me to look upon metallurgy as a potential career. Apart from photography my skills-set from the RAF did not translate very well into civilian life and experience had not yet taught me the simple lesson that everybody needs a trade or profession. This was not just a simple issue of paying the rent but more about obtaining self-worth. I had existed in a hugely structured organization for many years. It began to dawn on me though that in civilian life, and probably in the RAF too the structures could be very different from my perceived reality. The role people could have could Page | 66 also be misleading. One part of the company, Engine Construction for example, could have more influence than the Cleaning Bay. This might be because one was perceived to be more central to the profit and strategic aspect of the firm or it could be based on the personality of the manager. So the ontology of Mirrlees Blackstone’s organizational structure was important to me because I had come from this world of perceived absolutes to a less obviously absolute one. My belief in structure as an absolute was wavering. As Norman Jackson and Pippa Carter point out. “we are constantly making decisions on the basis of what we consider, or believe, to be real, even if we are not conscious of doing so” (Jackson et al, 2000, P37). This was my first opportunity to exercise supervision in the workplace and I found this more difficult and complex than I had imagined it would be. The production line system set the pace and it had not changed for many years. Work colleagues were resistant to change and often when management proposed changes the local supervision circumvented the process and so little change occurred. That said the lines produced were sufficiently profitable until about 1994 when overseas aspects the company, now bought out by BTR, took over production transferring the factory process nearer to where sales occurred in India. I learned many lessons here about how not to manage. Change management was often neglected for crisis management and I had to learn that what the RAF called management did not work in civilian life. I learned to adopt natural leaders within the workforce and work with them to keep production flowing and build in incentives. The incentive in this case was crude and involved extending overtime. The company was happy to balance low wages compared to its rivals with a promise of secure employment. This largely worked coupled with some weekend working. Often however, despite good quality Page | 67 products, order times would not be met. Of course I was only seeing one aspect of the company, my own corner but many different cultures had evolved in the different departments. Using Hardy’s gods’ concept, the assembly work including my own was primarily “flow and copy patterns (which) tend to require Apollo cultures” (Have et al, 2003, P92). Apollo is evidently the god of steady-state and in Hardy’s world workplaces need a diversity of gods and management must reconcile them. Development was Athena and sales, which I interpret as Asterix situations, was Zeus and Dionysus. Hardy’s conclusion unfortunately proved correct when he surmised that corporate mergers undermined the motivation of people working in such an environment which is what occurred. The learning under the MBA course here applied to this world to understand the importance of training. Managers and supervisors often learned “on the job” without reference to much formal training. Even “Team Learning” would have improved the situation and perhaps brought the company a more long term competitive edge with orders being met more frequently. Team Learning as part of a wider management model would have enhanced also I believe a sense of purpose and a greater inclination to work together on the solution of problems through a shared vision as in Have et al’s “Shared visions emerge from personal visions, deriving energy and fostering commitment as they evolve” (Have et al, 2003, P78 – 79). The diagram below reflects the Team Learning approach as part of a wider organisational concept. Page | 68 Figure 6: Team Learning in the context of a wider approach (Have et al, 2003, P 79) The key lessons to learn for today would be about building effective workforce cohesion and ensuring that the different cultures within the organisation were unified by a common corporate philosophy that actually meant something people could feel some loyalty towards. Page | 69 Chapter 10 Lincoln: Managing a European Union Role With the closure of Mirrlees Blackstone Ltd I was free to look at a new career. I had helped Veronica Hardstaff to become a Member of the European Parliament on a voluntary basis as her election agent and was subsequently offered the role of organising her local operation as her UK Agent along with Joan Guy, a colleague I had worked with politically who would work with the voluntary sector but we had many overlapping roles. Joan also had a role working with the commercial sector including the National union of Farmers in the Constituency. Full time secretarial and admin support was proved by Patience Gibb and Sue Burke with support from a number of volunteers. Kerry Haig began as a cleaner and became an admin assistant and is now a solicitor. She was a good example of how our work helped many people move on to better things because we believed in staff development. The Constituency approximately covered traditional Lincolnshire, so Grimsby and Cleethorpes were included but not Stamford. An office was established in Lincoln on my recommendation. Incidentally this meant that we left Stamford the year before I was due to be the Mayor of that town. I mention this because, as we prepared to leave, I had many conversations with people who saw being Mayor as the pinnacle of their councillor career or would imagine it to be so if they had been councillors. They could not conceive of a career which placed another non-council job with little glory above that. There is a lesson here about the incentives that inspire people to engage in community affairs. While I recognise this is as good an incentive as any I also found that the community could lose good representatives after they had had this “reward”. After being mayor there was nowhere else to go. Some of the ways local government worked led to the reorganisation of the council structure which would impact on Lincolnshire and other places later but the mayoral system was left alone. Page | 70 What has changed is the perception that councillors are managers and so should be subject to the setting of personal development plans, one-to-one interviews with their leader and the acquisition of personal performance indicators. This process began, during this period with the decision by Labour in opposition to abolish the committee system and bring in cabinet government. The system came from Total Quality Management (TQM) approaches strongly favoured by Tony Blair’s administration. Not all the aspects of TQM as discussed by Slack are yet present in cabinet government but many are, incentives include the possibility of being a portfolio holder (head of department) or a Chair of an important subject area, these roles usually carry a fiscal gain now but are certainly prestigious (Slack, 1998, P787). This work in the European Office was very new to me and also involved liaising with Veronica’s European Parliament staff member Rachel Jones and to share the taking of groups to Strasbourg across the Western European continent, stopping at important points that illustrated the need for the development of the European story. I was also involved in working with local authorities to generate EU and other funding into Lincolnshire. This was a serious opportunity to shape the operation of a small but crucial part of the Lincolnshire infrastructure. This was also, as we approached 1995, the beginning of the age of the office PC, email and web sites. One of the most important organisations in the constituency was the Lincolnshire County Council which had a spending power of a million pound a day. For the first time in its history it had passed out of Conservative control and become a coalition council led by Labour with Liberal Democrat support. Many Page | 71 of the leading figures on the County Council who had never been in power before held discussions with Veronica and I about ways the County could interrelate with European Union bodies. I also had similar discussions with District Councils during this period of different political colours and none. I learned at this stage that I was in a management rather than a party political role. We had discussions with Members of parliament in the constituency too and I tried to forge a common agenda with these disparate groups. It was interesting to note that conflicts emerged between local authorities and between Members of Parliament of the same political party to the same extent as could be said for those with different backgrounds. While our office developed on Lincoln High Street a building was emerging up the road on Brayford Pool which one day we were invited to go and see. I was away but Veronica went and met the Queen as she opened the University of Lincolnshire. One of the issues I wanted to tackle was how we could measure the operation of the office against public expectations or a performance indicator of some kind. We set various standards, letters to be answered in a certain time, interviews when requested to be offered speedily but these things were not dynamic. Drawing on Slack we would today be looking at a process that set expectations and goals and then measured our ability to meet those expectations. Slack identifies the crucial element here as finding the Page | 72 quality gap and connecting or bridging that gap (Slack, 1998, P639). A consultant known to the office came in and carried out a mapping exercise which identified us as an effective office delivering on the things that we should. The main key performance indicator was Veronica who set a high standard for herself and trusted her team to deliver which largely they did. Veronica decided that some management education would be useful and I was asked to attend the early equivalent of today’s MBA certificate course as a taster and guinea pig. Dr Fred Dobson led the course and gave me my first inklings about an academic view of management as a science that could have a level of analysis and definition. The primary area of work was based on transactional analysis and talked about ego states, stroking and discounting. All are definitions of human development and behaviour and I found the session’s quite fascinating (Slack, 1998 P4 - 5). Unfortunately the timing was wrong because after a month or so we began to face a crisis that would undermine the whole operation. By now Tony Blair’s New Labour Government had come to power and set about its election pledges. Substantial change and a major engineering of policy delivery were in hand in virtually every area of Government including relations with the European Union and Labour Members of the European Parliament. Page | 73 While many areas of important public service received much needed funding and modernisation a major issue for this Government which it shared with all its predecessors back to Ted Heath was how to relate to the European Union. While the Government was dealing with this it encountered another problem. The Labour MEP’s (Members of the European Parliament) were largely not of Tony Blair’s New Labour project. It was decided after various conferences and discussions that the Labour MEP’s would demonstrate the effectiveness of proportional representation. I participated in the planning and reported to the Veronica and the party centre that we would lose 40% of our MEP’s under the form of PR being evolved. The short list and allocation process was centrally controlled and although Labour actually lost 50% of its MEP’s during its most popular period those lost were mainly “old” Labour, among the casualties was Veronica. Such was the need to control deeply based in the administration there was very little mourning for those who had served well and honestly but failed to be in fashion. This period was the first where I received some academic underpinning to my early knowledge of management and so contributed to my later management style in that way. I also learned from the way that the Government controlled both the Labour MEP’s, Westminster and during the death of Princess Diana the monarchy too that there were other management tools that were process-based and effective. The MBA relationship, unbeknown to me had actually started and I was developing a taste for this exploration of academia. Page | 74 The lessons of this period were to understand that old organisations can be renewed and be changed. This was endemic to the period and largely positive. The other lesson for me from this past experience was to be more questioning about the very nature of organisations. Burrell argues that organisations as such do not really exist and are just, “the subjective construction of individual human beings” (Burrell et al, 2005, 260). This means that an organisation can change dramatically depending on who populates it. The Labour Government was radically different from its Wilson/Callaghan predecessor. Page | 75 Chapter 11: Lincoln: Managing Youth Services and Red Cross Services After the closure of the European Office I was free to become a councillor again and was asked to stand for election for the County Council which I successfully did and served for eight years entirely in opposition and under a New Labour Government. A year or so after the election I applied to become a support worker with a youth charity called Rainer. After nearly thirty years working in either the RAF or industry or the EU I had wanted to do work on the ground with young people who had real issues. During my time with Veronica I had encountered many third sector organisations doing serious work among many different groups and I felt that I had a role to play. On the County Council I was specialising in youth and community cohesion. After a year working on the ground and learning to work with transitional youth from 16 to 25 I managed to bring to the service support from a variety of the contacts I had built up which culminated in the opening of the first youth advice centre with funding. I and my manager, Liz Holditch (now Liz Straddling) had argued that opening a specialist advice centre for youth would enable early intervention among vulnerable young people and this proved to be the case saving many hundreds of thousands of pounds. More importantly this system saved hundreds of young lives in the County. With Liz I also achieved the prestigious Matrix Award for the Youth Advice Service in Lincoln. After eighteen months I was promoted to the senior management team with responsibility for the Youth Advice Service. I then began bringing together my various contacts to talk to them about the role of my new organisation. An important contact was Government Minister John Prescott whose department Page | 76 was responsible for “Supporting People” funding. This funded a range of services including the youth services I helped to manage. I briefed Mr Prescott having known him when working for Veronica and he asked me to meet him with my boss to put “meat on the bones”. My new manager, Paul Taylor, was the Chief Executive of Rainer Lincolnshire and had, like me, a background in politics as well as management. He had created the organisation and subsequently persuaded Rainer to bring it into its own charity. Another Minister in another year was Yvette Cooper who was Housing Minister from 2005 to 2008. Yvette, who became interested in our operations after Paul produced a booklet to which I made a contribution, contributed a quote. The booklet detailed Rainer’s work in Lincolnshire and elsewhere and she agreed to launch it at Labour Conference. Paul and I evolved a partnership relationship which came out of his evolving management abilities and political achievement’s. Without relinquishing managerial control Paul none the less empowered me as a manager to achieve significant successes for the service. He also had a good relationship with the Area Manager who supported our work completely. Paul had led a department as a County Councillor in the Labour led administration and so had become used to exercising power and decision making at a political level. He had learned through politics how much could be achieved by networking and persuasion providing it could be backed up and it subsequently rewarded our backers with results. He had also completed the Certificate and Diploma levels of the MBA course at the new University of Lincoln which influenced his approach to the work environment. In this period I learned about team development, staff appraisals, training and how to operate within the charity. Page | 77 I began at last to feel that I had become “humanised” and was realising my potential as a manager and in many other ways. I also worked with other members of the senior management team on a number of projects and was allowed to use my media knowledge to promote the local operation. Paul and I also branched out and supported the Racial Equality Council and placed managers on a number of other strategic bodies. Our success rate measured in young people not re-offending was about 70% and our work was deemed to be a success. Paul then felt that we needed to further build our reputation and recalling our previous success obtaining Matrix for the Lincoln Youth Advice Service he asked me to obtain the award for the whole Lincolnshire service. Awards are useful things, I recalled when with Blackstones we had obtained quality awards for our work. Slack talks about ISO 9000 but the same remarks apply to the Matrix award, “they are intended to assure purchasers of products and services that they have been produced in such a way which meets customer requirements” (Slack, 1998, P787). I was pleased to find that the process raised standards across the organisation especially around reportage. We had a good workforce generally but they tended to place “paperwork” second to client care. This process helped people see that by good reportage we could justify and evidence the service and keep it funded. Page | 78 Paul was surprised to learn that I had no degree and sent me onto both the Certificate and diploma stages of the MBA. The service flourished for some seven years until Rainer absorbed a few other charities and became Catch 22. Paul left for new challenges and almost immediately the service began to experience funding shortages and began to implement redundancies of which I was one. This coincided with the start of the current economic crisis under Gordon Brown’s administration. Most of the management team which had run this operation left and Catch22 eventually lost the contract to Framework. I was just beginning my Diploma stage of the MBA and so funded this myself along with the Masters. Ironically my main thesis produced was on the origins of the economic crisis the blame for which, along with most economists, I attributed to the Hedge Fund Banks collapse triggered by the Lehman Brothers scandal. Around the same period I lost my seat on the County Council due to the unpopularity of politics in general during the parliamentary expenses scandal. A year later I was elected to the City Council and became the Children and Young Persons Advocate and Chair the internal Equality and Diversity Group with the Leader, Chief Executive and councillors. Page | 79 Chapter 14: Conclusions As I began so I start this conclusion with a quote from Carolyn Ellis whose writings have guided much of my approach to ethnography as a medium for and in this paper, “I use my ethnographic eye to gather information“, “I think like an ethnographer and write like a novelist” (Ellis, 2004, P348). This has created a new but enabling style for me. It has helped me to see the effects on my thinking of the MBA course and the knowledge acquired. I have been able to apply to my life the thinking I have encountered in both a textual way but also experientially. My aims have been to: To understand how my individual history has influenced my management style. I have encountered significant cause and effect situations: I had not realised the effects of having surrogate fathers or other long term effects emanating from the death of my own father. Some aspect of the ripple effect of this event I believe caused me to feel dehumanised along with external intrusions like the eleven plus made me feel challenged and unsuccessful. This clearly changed as I developed patterns of success To reflect on the learning that has occurred via the MBA and its impact on my management approach. Taking a chronological approach has enabled me to understand the things that have influenced my management style and approach, influences from the RAF for example, seeing both sides, Page | 80 management and shop floor in industry and experiencing the job as a youth support worker and as a manager. To learn lessons from the past to apply to the present. This has caused me to initiate an analysis of my working life with the aid of the tools contained within the MBA learning process and the academic underpinning that is part of the wider reading that I have carried out. The process has been cathartic and sometimes painful but it has enabled me to better understand the process that has been the MBA and the need for managers to better understand the tools that they can access. There has also been an unexpected gain, the opportunity to understand the lessons of life that are there to be seen when we journey back to look. 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